hrm

I just got back from the faggot's house .. yes she wanted to see me on her bday ^_^ .. she gave me cake LOL nyummy

we were sitting there having a gossip, as all girls do when they catch up .. and she was telling me about her ex and how things are going n bla bla u dont want to hear all the details, n she said something, i cant remember exactly what now, but something about how relationships are hard work .. but as she said watever it was she said, i felt this funny feeling, like as confused as she is, as hurt as she may be feeling that her 3yr relationship has come to an end, i want to feel that if it means i get to feel the love her and her ex once felt ..

sounds silly i know, but every now n then i realise how alone i actually am .. its easter now, which means 5 yrs since my last bf .. 2 1/2 yrs since my last 'fling' .. thats a long fkn time for anyone LOL .. so i think its my turn to have a bf now and annoy my frends by talking about him every 3 seconds for the first 3 months >=] .. any takers? ;)