31.5.06
Hrm
30.5.06
Fuck fkn FUCK
29.5.06
Things you should know:
- I don't yell, if you can't here me, move closer.
- Don't yell at me, it upsets me.
- When I'm set to 'away' on msn, I'm not actually there. When I'm set to 'busy' I actually am busy and usually at work, so plz don't msg me unless it's important or I msg you first, I don't think my workmates or managers need to see your random words popping up on my screen. When I am set to 'online' I'm right here ready to talk.
- If you don't have time for me, don't expect me to make any for you.
- Try to remember to ask me how I am .. although I really love it when you all come to me with your problems, I have a life too.
- Don't ask me for a loan or to pay for something .. if I think you need it, I will offer, if I want you to come out with me, I will pay.
- Don't start a chat window with me if you're bored and expecting me to entertain you.
- Do ask me to come and eat with you .. I'm always hungry and love eating out ^_^
- I love hugs .. lot's and lot's of them .. but if I don't know you well, don't even try cos you will get rejected. In fact don't even invade my personal space =P
- Come hang out with me at my house .. Half of you don't even know what my room looks like and my mum thinks I have no friends lol.
- DONT FUCKING ASK ME STOOPID POINTLESS QUESTIONS AND EXPECT ME NOT TO GET ANNOYED
I think that's all lol
P.S. Hey Monkey .. I know you're not feeling the best rite now, and if you read this just know that I'm here if you need someone to talk to, a hug, or just someone to sit next to you n hold ur hand. Thats what frends are for. I promise you'll start to feel better soon. S2 u.
28.5.06
I am home ^_^
Drove Winda n Pat home, came home and I don't really feel like leaving again hehe. Photos from the night are available on my msn space .. please click on the link to the right =P

Omg omg look its LENG .. and I'm in a pic with him .. I'm so cool now cos I'm in this pic with him hahaha fkn lengunit
27.5.06
mOo loves ..
The day after
So .. Transmission was allrite, after we finally got there, wat with Judy cancelling at the very, very last minute meaning I had to sell her ticket out front. Waiting for Winda to dye her hair, picking up pills, checking into the hotel at 9pm X_x and then having to get ready to leave by 1045.
Once we got inside it was kinda empty. We ran into Paulo, Addy, Mandy and their crew, found Dhillon, saw Krisa, Connie and also Tao and Han .. and Danny ^_^ he said I looked good n that I've lost weight. He has dimples, I never noticed before hehe mmm so hot. Music was average till the headliners came on. Crowd was the usual rave crowd .. same old shit.
Am at the hotel in the city now, on my laptop hehe. Am kinda hungry but the noodles I bought had too much chile for my poor shredded mouth. The girls are in the other room talking about people I don't know, so I'm kinda stuck out here by myself. They're going to Bubble tonite, I'm not lol. Sif.
26.5.06
Jonni loves mee too ^_^
25.5.06
24.5.06
23.5.06
You want ..?
Clare wants the morning after pill <=- err .. LOL
Clare wants coffee
Clare wants YOU
Moo wants to be a millionare
Moo wants to be at sea
Moo wants your attention
Hehe fun .. on another note, the whore I work with in the payroll office (please see previous post entitled FKN WHORE) now has a friend .. the HR co-ordinator from another center has come down for 6 weeks. She's a very nice lady, but combine her with the whore and it's just doing my head in. They talk about how many hours they spend at the gym, they are on some stoopid calorie couting diet, they complain their muscles hurt cos they worked out too hard every fkn day, they eat nothing for like 4 hours then have one piece of bread for lunch and they had a fkn conversation about how many grams of fat are in a tin of tuna for 10 fkn minutes today .. WTF?
It's gonna be a long 6 weeks X_x
22.5.06
I am moo .. who are yoo?
[b] is .. i dunno anyone with a b-name .. boo =[
[c] is charlie is coo
[d] is jt cos he's dork .. is doo
[e] is .. i dunno any e .. eoo?
[f] is foo .. no f's
[g] gee is goo
[h] is hoang is hoo
[i] is none .. is ioo
[j] is judy is jOo s2
[k] is krisa is koo
[l] is lasie is loo hehe lasie's a toilet
[m] is moo and markus is brother of moo ^_^
[n] is no one is noo
[o] is again no one .. is ooo
[p] is hubby paul is poo hahahah poo
[q] is quacky is duc is qoo
[r] is rachern is roo
[s] is sonnie is soo .. and ste is stoo
[t] is thi is too
[u] is uhong is uoo
[v] is vinh is voo .. vuu is already voo lol
[w] is wanda is woo ^_^
[x] is noone is xoo
[y] is noone is yoo
[z] is .. will is zookeeper :D
21.5.06
Hair Dye
Today I'm gonna read more of my book, I managed to get through 100 pages yesterday. It's really good. I might go for a walk later seeing as I haven't done any exercise since Thursday hehe. Oopsy .. n maybe if Judy's not to hung over or watever I'll go visit her .. but I doubt it. Newho, have a nice Sunday ^_^

Before, all faded out

During, dead sexc lol

After, gorgeous dark hair .. ugly face, omg look pimples X_x
20.5.06
Aww
Full lazy day
6 sleeps till Pharmacy / Transmission ^_^ .. and now a random photo:

19.5.06
My new car :D



Diamond encrusted, omg so sexy ^_^ .. hehe I'm blogging at work, um mah.
1039pm -
Just got home from winda's .. went after work n she cooked me some dumplings hehe, we watch BB n then i came home. got a mf'n parking fine too >=[ $105 X_x
220am -
just got home from the city. went to eat with jt aka dork. when i was driving my tongue ring came undone, so i panicked and went to the only place i knew where to park which was maccas near crown .. ran into the loos to fix the ring, n then called jt, and he was on the other side of the city near melbourne central. made him give me directions how to get there, cos ive never driven over there before lol, got a bit lost and finally found him. fkn my parking ticket left sticker goo on my windscreen >=[ we walked for a bit cos neither of us knew what we wanted to eat .. decided on china ba, but when we got there it was packed, so we went to another chinese restaurant on little bourke st. i had seafood noodle soup, but i wasnt very hungry n hardly ate anything cos the dumplings were making my tummy feel a bit sick. jt had some meat with a whole lot of sauce and onion lol .. when we were walking back to the car i almost got run over by a rubbish truck X_x .. and then it started to rain on us . and now i got home ^_^ .. wat a busy friday
18.5.06
A day for old friends
That new safe workplace add gives me goosebumps. There's a Dido song in the background, goes something like 'I won't sleep, until you're resting with me' and it's got this lil boy waiting out the front for his dad to come home from work .. n all the neighbours dads come home, then you see the mum on the phone and she looks worried, n then the dad arrives home.
Mine never did .. =[
17.5.06
LOL
i think i stod on my wecam
wecam?
LOL
webcam
Judy says (9:01 PM):
stod? wecam?
wth
LOL
м О o says (9:01 PM):
STOOD
LIKE
shittupo
Judy says (9:01 PM):
ROFLL
м О o says (9:01 PM):
LOLOLOL wtf
Judy says (9:01 PM):
hahahahaha
м О o says (9:01 PM):
hahahahaha
Judy says (9:01 PM):
fuck man SAY WHAT moo?
mmm-oohh
м О o says (9:02 PM):
hahahahahaha
mm ooh .. shittupo
i just spat all on my screen
LOLOLOL
Judy says (9:02 PM):
ROFL
someone is going spazzo
mm ohh.. shittupo.. someone is going spazzo
mmm-ohh
ROFL
м О o says (9:02 PM):
HAHAHAHAHA
fk im glad this is msn n not a main room
LOLOL
Judy says (9:03 PM):
hahaha
dw mmoohh i'll back you up with your pazzo
oops.. spazzo*
м О o says (9:03 PM):
my pazzo
LOLOL
Judy says (9:03 PM):
LOL
FAST TYPING MONGS
м О o says (9:03 PM):
we're both as retarded as each other
LOLOL
Judy says (9:03 PM):
not enough sleep not enough
м О o says (9:04 PM):
not enough
LOLOL
Forgotten?
On a good note though, walking back from the shops from my lunch on my own hehe, I *accidenatlly* bumped right into the hot guy who works downstairs. They'd just come back from their jog and were all hot n sweaty n he was looking fucking HOT and if i didnt have to go back to work I woulda sexed his in the driveway LOLOL. Anywho I bumped into him n I'm like ooh sorry n he smiled at me n said it was ok, n I kept walked and had a look back to perve lol, n his mates busted me hehe oopsy. Mmm eye kandy ^_^
16.5.06
Blog number 3 for today X_x
Lets go back a few years shall we. I met this guy on the internet from my friends. I randomly bumped into him at Sirens (LOL sirens, god I feel old) and thought he was the cutest thing I had ever seen. Time passed and we grew close, and I told him I liked him. He said he wasn't ready for a gf so we just stayed friends. I wasn't so upset, well maybe a little, but eh, you get over it. More time passed, we hung out alot, clubbing, would go to movies, chatting every day .. Until this one night.
We went to dinner in the city for Ngoc's birthday. Me n him were sitting at the end of the table in our own little world, laffing and giggling. We were heading off to Salt, however his mates wanted to go to Sirens. I nagged him and nagged and nagged to come to Salt but he had to go to Sirens. So I was at Salt, sulking cos he wasn't there lol, and for some reason I had an argument with the girls I was at Salt with, so I left in a Taxi and went to Sirens cos some of my other friends were there. I ran into this guy and his like omg what are you doing here, we were about to come to Salt to see you. I told him about the fight and his like OK come on we'll go back and you can work it out with them.
So we went back to Salt, and I talked it out with the girls, but by that time I was tired, so I was sitting on the podium in the tekno room. He wanted to rave so he said stay here I'll be back soon and kissed my head. My girl friends then decided it was time to leave, and he had offered to drive me home, so I sat with his friends while he raved. He came up to me every 10 minutes or so to make sure I was ok, rubbing my shoulders, asking if I wanted a drink. At one point he came up and just looked at me funny, n then quickly leaned in and kissed me, just a small peck on the lips. He looked at me again with a cute lil smile on his face and ran off to rave again. My tummy was full of butterflies! I was grinning my head off, this guy I had liked for so long, who I thought had no thoughts of me like that, had just kissed me .. It was, and still is the best kiss I have ever had hehe.
It got time to go home, he was driving me and we were on the freeway, and he was like I want to take you to my favourite place. Cos he was scattered he drove past the exit so I was like nah its ok, you can come in to my house for a while if you like. So he comes in n we were watching early morning Rage on tv n he says can I kiss you again? I'm like der of cos! hehe so we kissed for a long time. He said to me that he likes me but still did not want to have a gf, which I didn't really care at the time cos he was rite there in my room with his arms around me hehe. We spent a good part of the morning just kissing, until his friend called and he had to go.
We went out a few times, sms's and chatting every day, and it was sweet. He called randomly late one Saturday night and asked if I could come out. We went to the beach and just wandered about, sat down and kissed. He came home with me and we slept together. Afterwoulds we still chat every day, but he didn't seem to have time for me. He strung me along like that, always keeping me interested n yet never making me an official gf for a year and a half until he found a girl he did want to be his gf and that was the end of me. I cried and cried and cried. I didn't eat for so long. I barely went to work and I was devastated.
Once I got myself over it, I started talking to him again, to stay friends, cos at the end of it all, that's the most important thing. I met his gf and we hit it off. Then some stuff happened that ended up with his gf coming out with me without telling him anf him getting EXTREMELY angry at me and cutting me out of his life, and forbidding his gf to talk to me, although we still talked behind his back lol.
They have since broken up, and every now and then I would tentatively say hi to him in the main chat rooms. I then pm'd him one day to ask if he still hated me, to which he said no, he just had differing opinions at the time.
This last week or so, we have been talking alot, like how we used to talk when we were good friends. It's good and I really like having him as a friend, his fun and cute and we have a good friendship, but today some of the things he said, he was flirting with me like how he used to, and trying to be cute and sweet .. And I'm scared if I don't keep my head on straight I'm going to get caught up again like last time. I don't ever want my head to be in that space that it was when I wanted him. I don't want that feeling after finally realizing what he did to me, and that I let him do it to me for so long .. Yet I still want him in my life how it used to be, as a friend tho, and only a friend. Am I greedy .. Or just asking for trouble?
Hrm
I told a secret on here a couple of days ago .. I don't even know if the person it was aimed at read it. I hope they did, but then again I kind of hope he didn't. If it's a good result I really, really hope he did hehe ^_^ .. but if it's bad, I hope he didn't, not because I can't handle bad news, I've had my fair share of it. I just don't want him to go funny and lose him as a friend, becasue at the end of it, good or bad, what's most important is that we're still friends, and good ones don't come along often in my life. ^_^
Do I wish I hadn't written it? Not at all .. I just hope its a good consequence no matter the outcome.
Feeling good
15.5.06
My Johari Window
Arena(known to self and others) calm, happy, shy, silly | Blind Spot(known only to others) accepting, caring, clever, complex, confident, dignified, friendly, giving, helpful, independent, intelligent, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, loving, mature, modest, organised, powerful, quiet, religious, responsive, self-conscious, sensible, spontaneous, trustworthy, witty |
Façade(known only to self) dependable, patient | Unknown(known to nobody) able, adaptable, bold, brave, cheerful, energetic, extroverted, idealistic, ingenious, logical, nervous, observant, proud, reflective, relaxed, searching, self-assertive, sentimental, sympathetic, tense, warm, wise |
All Percentages
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You can make your own Johari Window, or view clareymoo's full data.
14.5.06
These are my confessions..
- I've had more than 1 one-night stand and I wouldn't do it again.
- I've kissed more than 4 girls lol.
- I haven't slept with anyone for almost 2 years.
- I haven't had a bf for over 5 yrs.
- I buy shoes cos they look hot and never wear them.
- I own 3 pairs of phat pants X_x
- I like the one I call 'dork' as more than a friend .. And if he reads this he now knows *blush*
- I don't think he feels the same way.
- I'm scared to see anyone I ever care about die before me.
- I'm really not that shy, you just have to get to know me.
- I own a vibrator and porn =P (doesn't mean I use them..)
- I have a bit of an exhibitionist streak buried deep within me.
- I get jealous easily and am over protective of my friends.
- I love spending money on people, I hate when they expect me to spend my money on them.
- Sometimes I want to pack up everything I own and move far away, and just start over again.
- I miss my godbro something crazy.
- I don't deal well with disappointment.
- Sometimes I look in the mirror and dislike the face looking back at me.
- I binge eat chocolate till I feel sick hehe.
- I'm an impulse buyer.
- I have to go shower and get ready for mothers day afternoon tea X_x
...
13.5.06
Movies with bubby
He picked me up in his super noisy WRX and we went to Chaddy to watch Mission Impossible 3. When we were lining up to buy tickets these 2 young boys kinda made their way in front of us, and we just thought they were the guy in front's kids. The guy went to buy a ticket n then 2 boys kinda half followed, n then when the next free window was available, me n Vinh went to go to the windo, but the 2 lil kids went instead. So I'm like err .. n Vinh's going WTF is going on here?! n the guy who was in front of us turns round n goes did they push in front of you? n we all kinda laffed. The the lil fukkers finished buying their tickets and we were going to the same window, n the lil kunt tried to walk back towards us, n he came level with me, and I just look at him n go MOVE .. n he moved out of the way .. cheeky lil fukkers LOL.
Vinh wanted to eat so we went to get some Hungry Jacks n I saw Eric there. I don't think he quite recognised me cos of my hair n stuff, but he knew he knew me cos he kept giving me funny looks. I didn't wanna say hi or anything cos i don't really like him that much neway. Watched the movie, it was pretty good .. then bubby dropped me home n I decided I was hungry so I went for Subway.
Got my food and as I was walking to my car, i got mobbed by this group of stinkii curry fucks. Theyre like 'hey baby, wats ur name, where u from, how old r u, where u going tonite?' n im like err watever fuck off smelly kants. Got home n told JT n he was all like 'aww they didnt do anything rite?' hehe cute .. told thi and he just laffed .. told Shwanda n she went a lil crazy LOLOL
And that was my exciting Saturday ^_^
12.5.06
Friday
then i decided i want a bunny as a pet lol, so me n dhillon went to eastland after work, but they only had gineui pigs (or however the fuk u spell it). i came home and cooked tom yum noodle soup with prawns for dinner and it tasted SO SO good, im so proud of myself .. then jt's msg'd me n made me laff .. do although my day was shitty, my night has been happy hehe
11.5.06
8.5.06
FKN WHORE
I try not to talk to her unless I have to, and I'm sure she knows I'm not going out of my way to be her friend so she doesn't talk to me much too, which is cool, but when she wants something she'll put on the sickly sweet voice and act like she's your best friend.
She talks overly loudly, n if she's not talking to someone she'll sing cos she loves the sound of her own voice. She obsesses over her food, counting her calories n talking about how much she worked out last nite. Like we fkn care .. u put so much effort in and ur body aiint that hot.
The thing that pushed it over the edge today was I had Butter Menthol's on my desk as I have been sick for 2 weeks. She strolls in, late for her shift as usual, saying how she bought some Vicks Vapor Drop thingy's cos she had a scratchy throat she didn't wanna eat Butter Menthol's like lollies, and then she fkn asks me if she can have one of mine, without even a please. I just passed it to her without looking and then she sucked on it like crazy .. And THEN ate an apple chewing with her fkn mouth open.
And don't even get me started on her hair n makeup .. Caked on like there no tomorrow, lipstick outside her lips to make them look bigger but it just looks fukd.
FKN WHORE I HATE HER SO MUCH!! She makes my day's suck .. Thank god I only have to be in that office when I'm doing payroll. I'd go insane if I had to stay in there all the time.
*end bitching*
7.5.06
JT's bday @ bubble
So I gave him his stuff, and made him try chips with icecream, n then he went to give me a kiss on the head .. and I knew he was gonna give me a kiss but for some reason I moved my head at the same time and I headbutted him hehehe oopsy .. we then went outside so he could show me his new front on his car .. and it doesn't have any indicators in it LOLOL .. he assumed they would come with the front but they didn't so his indicatorless bahahaha.
Came home n watched a dvd n then Winda called to say she was at Hallam for a bday dinner n their food hadn't arrived yet, so I offered to go pick her up, then we went to her house and she got ready in 10 minutes, super world record for her hehe. Went into the city and I managed to get parking on Bubble lane woo. Only had to line up for maybe 5 minutes then we were inside.
Ran into Thiep, Haoie, Dao, Kellie n the regulars, the 2 Dannys, although I dunno wtf Danny back was wearing, he looked weird, but still cute hehe. Saw my hubby Kat, my hubby Paul who popped for the first time >=[ Mandy, Edz and Tuan, Charlie, TonySK, Cuong, Luke n his gf and Tran Babii.
I wasn't going to pop, n it got to 1am n I was like yeah yeah no popping n then Tran comes up to me n shes like 'Do you want a drink?' n I said nah cos Winda was just off buying one, n when she came back I was taking a sip and Tran pulls the bottle away from my mouth, shoves in a pill and then shoves the bottle back, tipping it up to make sure I swallowed it X_x
JT came about 2 ish n gave me a big yummy hug .. he was wearing his phats and my present and looking supercute hehe. Peaked for a bit, chucked up >.< .. peaked a bit more and by the time I knew it, it was 5am and JT was leaving with another big hug ^_^ .. so I left too and drove home still kinda peaking in the rain LOL oopsy .. jumped straight into bed and KO'd till now.
5.5.06
4.5.06
Phat Pants Shopping
So anyway we got to Brunswick St and I did my fully sexy backwards reverse parking (meaning I drove in front first instead of reversing in lol) and we went to Strange Days. They had pretty average stuff in there, lots of plain denim phats n JT wanted nice bright ones. So we went to find Inacoma. I'm like hrm yeh I think it's this way n start walking down the street. The the boys r like nah I dun see it, n I go I think it's number 200-something .. So we walk all the way up the street in the opposite direction till we got almost to the flats. Then we came back down on the other side and I made Dhillon go back into Strange Days to ask where's Inacoma. We got there about half an hour after parking LOL.
JT was looking looking and thought the sizes were to small, but I told him to ask the chick if she had any bigger ones and she said he should try on the smaller pair to see if they fit. They did and he liked them yay ^_^ They're getting taken up tomorrow and I'm gonna pick em up from Ringwood after work n take em to him on Saturday before Bubble (making excuses to see him more often hehe).
Lookie at his nick .. he loves me ^_^ lol
JAYTEEZiLLA mOo ya simply the greatest says:
hehe heya moo
^^
Drove him back to Flinders St and when he jumped out he went to give me a kiss gbye on my cheek. He went towards the left cheek and I always go towards the right, so we accidentally met in the middle lol *blush*. Drove Dhillon home, listen to him bla bla some more hehe .. Just kidding, it's good he talks, cos I don't LOL.
Now for a silly quote from Miss Judy:
м О o :: are you mOo too? Says:
EW EW EW OMGGGGG
I'm watching Las Vegas
м О o :: are you mOo too? Says:
n the lady was eating prawn cocktail
Judy says:
wtf
a prawn in a drink?
м О o :: are you mOo too? Says:
n there was a severed finger in it
Judy says:
that's fishy
ROFL
м О o :: are you mOo too? Says:
no prawn cocktail is food
lol
Judy says:
ROFL
HAHAHAHA
Oh
I thought it was a drink
м О o :: are you mOo too? Says:
HAHAHAHA
Judy says:
FUCKKK
м О o :: are you mOo too? Says:
ahh u make me laugh joo
3.5.06
Happy Birthday JT
As he gets out of the car he pokes his head back in and goes 'Drive safe now' and starts giggling .. ass!
On another note it's my cute dork's bday today. His 19 and I'm taking him to buy his first pair of rave pants tomoro hehe aww ^_^
2.5.06
LOL @ me
Now normally I accelerate fast .. My car has no power and I'm a lead foot, I like to go fast lol .. So anyway, it just so happens that he had stopped the car on a patch of wet leaves on the road .. So here's me accelerating my little heart away, expecting to take off as usual .. And .. MY WHEELS SPIN OUT on the leaves .. And to make matters worse, when I finally did get moving, the car was revving it's little heart out HAHAHAHA!
So now, I'm sure Dhillon thinks I was trying to be cool LOL which I SO was not .. And I'm just waiting for him to log on and give me shit .. And the abuse I'm gonna cop at work tomorrow LOLOL
I'm so embarrassed, yet at the same time laffing my ass off LOL kill me now!