Goodbye 2006

So tomorrow is the last day of 06. Seems to have gone by so fast and so slow at the same time. So, lets sum up shall we lol:

January - HOLIDAYS! Took a whole month off work, went to Sydney, changed my hair colour from blonde to red, had my birthday party at an expensive hotel and Bubble.

February - My actual birthday, went back to work in Big Pond, met JT at the Motorshow ;)

March - Bought my new phone, got my ear re-pierced, drink up with Winda lol, massive clean out of my bedroom, got labret piercing, promoted to Payroll, my Bob car went bang =[ and I had the stoopid Honda for a week while he was being fixed, JT said I could drive his car lol and so started months of nagging.

April - Jonni'z bday at Billboards, more Bubble, got Bob car back good as new ^_^, took Markus out for his bday, Platform 1 and an interesting encounter in my car LOL, got sick, went shopping, AutoSalon with Winda, took mum out for her bday.

May - Let Dhillon drive my car the day after he got his license :o took JT shopping for his first pair of phatties then to Bubble for his bday, watched movies with Bubby, started talking to an old old frend again, Winda cooked dumplings for me ^_^ , Transmission rave at Metro stayed in the city with Winda Phavy & Kieu, lost a random $50 note >=[

June - went on a movies and pho date with Winda lol, lots of overtime at work, made chocolate muffins, stabbed myself in the eye with my mascara, jewellery shopping.

July - dinner date with Lasie, grandad had a stroke, went to Sunbury for the first time, went to watch Russell Peter with Uhong, work dinner at Sofias, found hot work guy lol, bought my dress for awards night.

August - first spider in my car *argh*, found out hot work guy has a gf lol, Bob car wouldn't start properly for a few weeks - turned out there was a loose wire, drink up with Winda and Sarah, Shaun went back to Qld =[ , mum went for holidays, awards night and clubbing after.

September - got sick with sinus infection, steve irwin died, monkey came to work with me, went to hospital cos my heart felt like it was working too hard - turns ot its all ok, went out with Monkey Sarah and Antz to eat dumplings, took my labret pierce out.

October - went to mini golf with work frends, Beach club for Undies bday, Moonee Valley night racing with work frends, went to hospital again for gastro this time.

November - Lasie stole my license lol, went clubbing with Dhillon, big fight with mum, went to watch Lano and Woodley with Erryn, started 'seeing' Dhillon =P, 852 world record was smashed lol, bought my DS, dressed up for once lol and clubbing with Dhillon and Winda, popped the tyre on Bob =[

December - Kryal Castle rave, got audited, drove JT's car ^_^, Loft and Russell Peters for Winda's bday, Christmas and shopping, QBH tomorrow night.

Mm excitement plus lol. Bring on 2007 ^_^ .. but I'm turning 25! Zomg ..

Shopping .. again

Today went with mum and Robyn to Eastland to do some sales shopping. Got a few tshirts and thats about it. Robyn got me a nice silver chain as my Xmas present, and mum gave me $200. Dhillon came over this evening and I got more presents again yay! Lol. He got me the Paris Hilton perfume and a lap desk for my laptop which I really like. His sick, poor boy =[

Tomorrow is my last day of holidays, I'm going to cook a flourless cake and take it to work on Friday. Flourless, because my manager is alergic to wheat products. Weird but true!

Xmas

So Christmas is over, thank god lol. Went to the granparents for lunch yesterday, turkey and salad. Was OK, Nan teared up as usual, Pa was OK and me and Robyn drank champage (which is what made it all bearable lol). Swapped presents after eating, I did a good job this year, everyone loved their presents ^_^ I got some smelly bath stuff from Nan and Pa, nothing from Robyn and Mum cos we're gonna go shopping this week in the sales and buy stuff then.

Was going to go Kandy last night, but there were some issues during the week and by the time it was sorted out I didn't have a ticket and didn't really wanna line up in the cold and wet waiting to get it. Hope all the guys had fun, I'm a bit sad I didn't get to see everyone, but oh well, life goes on aye. Dhillon came over for about 20 minutes .. that's all the time his spent with me this long weekend .. nice huh?

Today I cleaned my room and the upstairs family room. That one hasnt been done for about a year, so ended up taking me 3 hours .. but it all looks nice now n that's what matters, plus mum won't nag me for a while now.

Now am I going to cook dinner .. soft shell taco's mm mmmm ^_^

^_^

MERRY

CHRISTMAS

Not happy

selfish

irrational

hypocritical

Understand that you, and you alone, have ruined my Christmas. I truly hope it's worth it..

More Shopping

Today I did more shopping, yay! lol. I went to Best and Less at Box Hill to get some undies cos theyre on sale, got some socks too. Went to Priceline for some deo and Target, and got some board shorts from there.

When I got home I went for a 1 hour walk cos that's the only exercise I can get atm lol. Now I am so very hungerr..

Xmas Shopping

Today was the day of xmas shopping. Picked up Dhillon at 11 and headed off to the city and started wandering. Wasn't quite as many people around as I expected so it was OK and the weather wasn't too rediculously hot. Got pressies for mum, my sister and my gparents, bought some clothes for me and Dhillon bought himself a tripod for his camera.

Last night went to watch Eragon at Eastland. It's shit, don't watch it.

I'm so fat

I was exercising today on my Orbitrek crosstrainer thing .. and it BROKE! Omg laters to that. I'm so gonna get fat now -.-

One more day till holidays ^_^ haven't had any time off since Jan so I'm looking forward to sleeping in and lots of shopping in the sales.

We had our CAR team lunch today and then swapped KK presents. I got some candles and a soap in a nice gift box .. Dhillon got some cheap ass aftershave which STINKS hahaha

Weekend

Lets start with Thursday: went shopping to Eastland after work with Dhillon. I need some new tshirts but wasn't feeling the shopping vibe, and I think it was pissing Dhillon off cos I kept changing my mind. Surprisingly he's gonna shop with me again on Friday =P Had wonton noodle soup for dinner yum yum ^_^

Friday: Went to the Loft for Winda's bday. Brought Dhillon although I'm not sure if he really had a good time. Saw some people I havn't seen for ages and spent the night sitting at the table drinking Hennessey lol. Left at about 1 cos Dhillon had to wake up early in the morning, slept at his house. Didn't realise how drunk I was till I lay down to sleep and my head started spinning lol. I then passed out, cos I got an SMS at some point, which usually wakes me up, but I slept right through it.

Saturday: Spent the day bludging, stayed up to watch Cops! on tv haha then slept 12 hours.

Sunday: Bludged again .. then took Winda to Russell Peters as her bday present. Was excellent! He did alot of new material so it was great. Funny thing was the whole theatre was sold out, but the row me and Winda were in, the other people didn't show up so we had the whole row to ourselves lol. There was an opportunity after the show to meet Russell, but the line was soooooo long so we went to eat instead. Got home about 12, took me a while to get to sleep .. and I was exhausted at work today.

Ok thats all..

Happy Birthday

to my Linda Winda Wanda Shwanda Shwa ^_^

s2

Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE WEE .. LUP YOU!!! =P

Read the lyrics

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do, To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you,But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye, When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?, Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?, Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do, To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes, And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away, Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line, To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

This I dedicate to my Dad ..

60 minutes

Of exercise, in 37 degree heat, dripping with sweat and dying of thirst ..

Dedicated? .. no

Crazy? .. slightly

3 Krispy Kreme Donuts in the space of 12 hours? .. yes

Dear Santa

This Xmas I would love it if you could leave a SKYLINE in my driveway please. Love Clare.

Today Dhillon came over in the afternoon to have a swim .. he can't actually swim so he kinda blobbed around in the water a bit lol. Tomass came over too to drop off an invitation to his wedding.

Then JT came to pick me up to go to dinner and .. after months and months of nagging, today he let me drive his car ^_^ LOVE IT!!! Goes about 10 times faster than Bob, looks HOT, sounds HOT .. woo! lol We went into the city and ate at Automatic at Crown. I had penne carbonara and he had chicken ceaser salad. I then had some ice cream, boysenberry flavour, and then we went to Crown Bakery to look for a cake for Jt's mate, and then we walked all the friggen way from Swanston St down Collins St to find KK which was at the Spencer St end X_x. The I drove home again ^_^

And then when I got out of the car he gave me an xmas pressie awww s2 .. nice nice perfume, love it .. Gucci - Envy Me

Stressss

Some people deal with stress by being cranky bitches, some drink, some swear, some dont sleep or eat .. some just dont stress.

I'd like to think I'm in the no stress group .. I don't get stressed easily, I'm nice and calm most of the time and most things just roll off my back and I cruise along nicely.

My audit is next week .. I am stressed .. when I stess, I retreat into myself, need peace and quiet, get a bit snappy and feel like crying. Boo hoo .. damn you audit can't wait till it's over.

I miss ..

My camera .. Xmas is in 19 days .. my bday in 2 months *hint hint*

I hate ..

.. that there is something so obviously wrong with my best friend yet she wont tell me what it is ..

Don't get it

Watch out woman, I'm gonna belt it out of you if I have to =P

Oh and get well soon boy .. I missed you today ;)

Happy Summertime Bitches

Friday night went to watch 'The Prestige' with Dhillon on Friday. Was a good movie with a twist at the end you didn;t really see coming. Slept at his house, and yes I got some sleep over the snoring, but he made me wake up early cos he had to do some cleaning (which he didn;t even do) so I came hom and slept till 1pm.

Saturday night was Kryal Castle, a rave at Ballarat. Left here about 730, got there about 9. Met up with Jess, Anna and Sid, Winda, Paulo, Addy, Will, Phavy, Kieu, Krisa, hubby etc etc .. The rave was ok, not quite what I was expecting and it was freeeeeezing cold, like 5 degrees. Got some nice smacky pills so sat on the floor as usual, Mr Dhillon drank his drinks too fast so he was smashed for a bit too lol. Left at about 4, and I'm glad Dhillon was driving cos I was pretty mashed, the reflectors and road signs kept popping out of nowhere and I could see 4 of each lol.

Slept at Dhillon's again, stoopid sattered sleep where ur not sure if ur dreaming or hallucinating and had to pee every 2 hours lol. Dhillon passed out, he was snoring hard and I poked him n squished his nose to wake him up so he would shutup but he slept straight through it .. dead to the world .. idiot lol.

Had an interview today, I guess it went OK .. we'll see next week.

$150 later X_x

This morning as I was driving down Elgar Rd as usual, put my indicator on to turn into the car parking, I look in the rearview mirror to see a massive 4wd up my ass, no signs of slowing down so I turned in a little bit fast .. nothing unusual .. however today I clipped the log that's at the edge of the driveway .. and popped my frigging front right tyre!! And it wasn't just a flat tyre, I got out of the car and watched it fizzle to nothing in the space of 30 seconds X_x

Got Rayan to change it to the silly yellow emergency tyre and took the car to the Bridgestone. They couldn't fix it to I had to get a brand new tyre .. $150 bux cos it's some imported shit.

DAMMIT!!

^_^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONKEY

LUP YOU YOU OLD FART!!

muahahaha

I love ..

.. that I have to stand on my toes to kiss him .. And even in my high heels his still taller than me s2 .. But I hate that he snoresss.

Yesterday took my sister to vote and then some shopping. We went to Box Hill and fuled up on dumplings then went walking around the shops for an outfit for the night. Bought a red singlet top, a black fitted cropped short sleeve jacket, black skinny 3/4 jeans and red stilettos and if I do say so myself I was looking

HOT!!

Went to the Love Machine with Dhillon and Winda for Jimmy's bday .. although for some reason Winda thought we were going to the Sex Machine and Sexpo *shrug* Plays house music, was OK except I don't quite understand house .. It's too slow to rave to but too hard to rnb to, but I had fun. Slept over at Dhillons house, except didn't get much sleep .. and no not for the reason you're thinking .. HE SNORES! lol X_x

Today went to Erryn's engagement party. Never been to one, but it was not bad considering it's mainly a family type thing. Met the fiance, and her parents .. her mum cracked the sads at one point and walked out crying, but overall was a nice way to spend the afternoon. Had a glass of champagne and lots of finger food, breads, mini pizza, meatballs, chicken skewers, mini sushi .. yum!

Shopping

Went shopping with Dhillon after work today, to look for a present for Monkey's bday. I know exactly what I want to get him .. they didn't have it at Eastland (Dhillon got some shoes and we got tickets for Kryal from Inacoma .. and no I didn't buy anything else in there for once) so we went to Forest Hill and the freaking shop I wanted to go to had shut down, so then we went to the Pines and nothing was there so we ended up going to DickSmith Powerhouse cos Dhillon wanted to get something there.

And then I bought a Nintendo DS with 2 games haha. Got Nintendogs and Brain Training. ^_^

Comment of the day: "Are your eyelashes real?" LOL .. yes they are O.o

Grr

I'd like to think I work hard .. very hard at times, in a completely thankless job. I would love it if an agent came in to see me just to say 'thanks for paying me this week', but we all know that will never happen. I;ve been doing incentives for about 5-6 months now. I know how it all works, the ins and outs, the rules and regulations .. and if I don't theres actually a document available on our work intranet which outlines it all.

Earlier in the week one of the 'lovely' seconded managers at work decided not to read the document for themself and instead email me to ask a question about incentives. I answered straight away, with the correct information, and also advising them how to access the document if they needed further information. This manager then proceeded to copy and paste the info from the email I sent her and emailed it to my manager asking her to confirm the info I gave her.

Now, my manager automatically forwards any incentive based enquries straight to me to answer, because I am the queen of incentives at Box Hill now. Little miss seconded manager didn't realise this, so I've read the email .. cracked it, gone back to both my manager, one of whom is the HR manager and told them what's going on and how fkn rude the seconded is being and that I was actually quite offended that she thinks I don't know how to do my job.

So to miss seconded manager .. FUCK YOU .. I can do 2 jobs already and could probably do your job as well as mine and do it way better than you. If you don't believe my info DONT FKN ASK ME you rude arrogant bastard girl.

On a happier note .. I got the chance to miss the boy yesterday, I like being able to miss him hehe. I see him at work every day, chat every night, see him on the weekends .. it was getting a bit of overkill .. but .. I missed him last night. Aww

Congrats!

Aww my little Pornstar was so worried about his final exams, being his final year of school and all he was hoping and praying he would pass .. And i have told him many times throught the year that he has nothing to worry about. He got his results and and he passed!

Congratulations Pornstar!!

Told you so =P

Every day it seems since daylight savings started again, I have been waking up at 6am. Not just on work days, but every day. I guess it's OK cos i can roll over and fall back to sleep with no problems, but I wish my body clock would hurry up and reset so I can sleep the whole way through to my alarm at 640 lol. I like my sleep warm, deep, long and uninterrupted.

Oh and my audit has been postponed by 2 weeks .. best news I've had in a long time lol.

Oh oh and it's Shaun's bday today

Happy Birthday Munchkin Baby Cakes ^_^

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Wayne Hsu - The Rooster Song

This dood added me on MySpace, and this is one of his songs. I really quite like it ^_^

I wish

I didn't have oily skin dammit. I hate pimples and oil and shine and ergh. Yucky yucky. On the other hand .. it keeps my skin smooth and soft with no dry flakey bits .. Why can't it just be perfect? lol.

I hate my sister's music, and the fact she sits there on her fat ass listening to it on my pc, dl-ing it with the internet that she doesn't pay for .. and doesn't even bother to turn the volume down when I get home. Fat fukker.

^_^

There's so many things I want to blog about right now .. but it's not the time for it all yet.

On the other hand .. I ate seafood curry laksa 4 times in 3 days over the weekend. Love it yum yum. I watched Crank with Dhillon yesterday and didn't really understand the point of the movie, but oh well. I have this weird rash on my chest and shoulders, doesnt hurt or itch but it's really ugly. I need to dye my hair again but so lazy lol. And .. I'm happy. Happy is good ^_^

I s2 the sunshine

Both kinds ;)

Last night went with my workmate Erryn to see Lano and Woodley in their goodbye show. It was really, really good. Russell Peters was better, but Lano and Woodley were still excellent. Very funny those 2.

When we were going to the city we were trying to find parking. We pulled into one place but came out again when we realised it was going to cost us $32 to park there. We parked at some place along Flinders St and walked up to Collins St to the Regent Theater. When we came back to the car, the parking place had closed!! We had to pay $40 to get the car out, gawd dammit. Oh well lol.

Today I went to the Melboourne Zoo with Dhillon and Will. Was good to see Will again as I haven't seen him since mm maybe his birthday in Feb. The zoo itself was kind of dissappointing, the animals were hiding or boring and asleep. Was nice to walk around in the sun though. The new elephant enclosure is a whole lot better than the old one used to be and we saw the 4 new elephants just come from Asia. I wanna go to the Werribee Zoo one day too.

Stoopid

Me: Mum my workfriend is coming over for half an hour tomorrow before we go out, I hope this is ok with you. (please note the sarcasm)
Mum: *laughs a bit* I don't mind
Me: You're a freak
Mum: I don't mind your friends coming over, it's just for meals .. I wanted to tidy up the house a bit.
Me: *amazed look*

Um, how dumb can you be? How can she think my friends will care about the state of the house more than the fact she screamed at me and made me uninvite them? She looks like more of a tool now and they wouldn't have given 2 shits about a few dishes in the sink.

Psycho ..

Lollies?

Today I wore my red short sleeve hoodie with a white top underneath, so I decided to wear my red and white striped headband. I came home and my sister looked at me and giggled. When I asked her what's funny, she says:

"You look like you should be selling lollies."

Lol. Yeh so anyway, me and mum aren't really talking now. Ended up going out to eat with Lasie n her new man and Dhillon to eat Korean food. Afterwoods came home, walked in the door .. mum just looked at me. So I went to the kitchen to take my antibiotics and she asked me if I had her tapemeasure O.o I said no and she mumbled some bullshit. Stoopid mole. Then this morning I didn't make eye contact in the kitchen, and as I stirred my protien shake cos my sister's too lazy to wash the dishes so I can use my shaker, she says to me you should get a little whisk for that. I just grunted at her n walked off lol.

Gayness.

Fuck you

I dont know whats wrong, but lately my mum has been one cranky bitchy mf. Lets go back to when I got sick. We were going to have an HR lunch at work on the Monday and I was making salad and fruit salad to take along. Mum was doing the grocery shopping on Sunday so I asked her if she could get me some stuff, to which she said yes and I worte out a list. That was the night I went into hospital from the gastro. Mum and Rob ended up eating all the salads which is fine cos I couldn't bare to even look at it. Friday comes, my mum goes oh btw you still owe me $15 for all the fruit. I'm like your the ones who ate it all, I didn't touch any of it .. to which she cracked it hard saying that she wouldn't have bought the fruit if I didn't ask for it bla bla bla. I'm like wtf ur a fkn idiot .. screaming match ensued, resulted in me walking off. Later I brought her $20 n she goes oh I don't want it .. to which I just tossed it at her and said keep it.

Today I was planing to have Lasie over to cook dinner and Dhillon was coming to eat the final product. Told mum about it on Sunday n she's like mm yea watever. I go downstairs just b4 to have brekki and remind her that we're cooking dinner for her today n she went ballistic. Apparantly she wants to know 'in advance' when my frends are coming over .. which she did. I'm not allowed to have frends it seems, let alone cook dinner for the family. My sister's lil junkie friends come over all the time and smoke up in her room, some have even turned up in the middle of the night expecting to sleep over, and I can't even have 2 people come to eat .. when I'm paying for all the food?

I don't understand .. I don't like crying first thing in the morning .. and I really don't like my psycho bitch mother right now.

Hehe

^_^

I got ditched lol

Yesterday I got tipsy off 2 vodkas .. Today I got ditched .. Yay for the weekend lol.

Last night after work we went to the Box Hill RSL for Brad's goodbye dinner. It was Ok, so many old nanna's it was a bit scarey. Me n Mel sat there saying we never want to get old. I had carbonara, it was a bit watery but not bad. Dhillon was driving so I had 2 vodka drinks .. And yes I was tipsy and 'hot' .. But I slept like a baby last night lol.

During the week Dhillon asked me to come Autosalon, but he ditched me today cos his frends are like fully cooler than me *whatever* lol ..

Nah I don't care .. But cos I got left behind, I went to Lilydale to take some flowers to Dad. I really hate the fake flowers my Nan has put there. They are so ugly and she moved the moo I left there last time too. Fkn bitch how would she feel if I moved all her stoopid plastic flowers around. As soon as she's unable to visit anymore I'm throwing all that shit away.

Yeh so anyway I left my real flowers there, and moved the moo back to where it was, came home and did some exercise for the first time in 2 weeks hehe. AND now after I dunno how long, my NipTuck download has finished so that's what I'm gonna do tonight after Willy Wonka, and tomorrow.

PS.. My licence came .. yay ^_^

Title goes here lol

My licence still hasn't come =[ .. oh well, maybe if it's lost I can get a new one with my red hair lol. I feel fat cos I haven't exercised for 2 weeks. I assembled my treadmil today, but when I turn it on the mat doesn't move .. so now I have to call them tomorrow, and I'm sure the reason it's not working is something simple and I'll look like a fool.

Quote of the day from my mum:

"But he's not asian?"

LoL!

Oh and the bitch has left the building .. You know, the HR whore who obsesses over food, her weight, wear 10 thousand kilos of makeup every day, has the most fake tone of voice in the world and annoyed the crap out of me? .. Yeh, her last day at work today .. Can you say

WOO HOO!

Ooh I am anger

Fuck man .. stoopid fkn doctor. I had an appointment to come in and 'discuss' my blood test resaults so they couldn't give them to me over the phone. My appointment was 5pm, i got there at 4:50. The doctor had one patient in with her already, and then one more before me who she saw at 5:10 and left at 5:25 .. I then sat there untill 6pm .. I dunno wtf the doctor was doing .. and even then they asked to swap me to a different doctor

WTF!!!!

And to top it all off .. the doctor I did see said all my tests were normal .. WASTE OF FKN TIME!!!!

AND .. when I got home my licence isn't in the mail. I'm sorry but how hard is it to post a letter FUCK (sorry babe I don't mean to abuse you I'm just in a feral mood).

[edit]

sleep deprived sunshine says (8:48 PM):
love you too muhc
please dont let this licence get in the way of our beautiful friendship


LOL u the funny gur s2

The Witches of Stellar

Halloween

Oooh happy halloween hehe. Halloween means lollies, chocolate, ghosts, witches and goblins. It also means ..

Dad's birthday. He would have been 53 this year *sigh*. I think I might go to the cemetary on the weekend..

...

If I wrote

I like you.

Would you even realise I was writing it with you in mind?

Shopping ^_^

Went shopping today. Bought some tops from Temt, none of them black for once lol. Another headband cos I'm loving it so much and a new perfume: Into the Blue by Escada. Smells divine ^_^

Monkey

If you'd have told me 4 years ago that me and Sov would be the best of friends .. I would have laffed at you lol. 4 years ago, Monkey was just someone I said hi to at the clubs, chat to online and he occasionally drove me home when I lived in Altona. Now, since last year, we've become close and I consider him a very good friend. Funny how the world works.

Funny also how people can do things you never would have expected and you look at them in a whole new (and untrusting) way..

Sean Paul

love love love this song ^_^

The Dream

And oh what a perfect dream it was. I woke up about 3am this morning cos my phone was beeping at me to put it on the charger. As i was laying flat out on my belly to get back to sleep, I slowly slipped into dream world. One minute it was me in bed ..

.. next minute he was lying next to me. I could hear him breathing and as I rolled over he woke up. He propped himself up on one elbow and smiled down at me with his gorgeous brown eyes and those long lashes (lol I'm tring to be descriptive ok?). He leant in to kiss me .. and mm his lips were so soft, the kiss so perfect. And so the dream continuted on, we got up and went on our merry way .. he was my bf, holding my hand, arm around my shoulder .. perfection.

Then I woke up. I saw him today .. I think I'm attracted .. and when I asked how I should prompt him to make the first move (cause I never will), this is the advice I got:

sowing ur seeds sunshine! says:
b like me, ask him if he wants to see the undies ur wearing
sowing ur seeds sunshine! says:
n show him that ur not wearing any undies at all! lol
м O o ت‎ says:
LOOL
м O o ت ‎says:
lol i almost choked on my water then
sowing ur seeds sunshine! says:
it always gets the men
sowing ur seeds sunshine! says:
seductive yet still tasteful

My Pornstar

Please meet my pornstar aka JT. I had to write a post about him cos he looks like such a spunk in this pic lol. His one of my very best friends, always makes time to listen to my crap, comes out with me when I nag him lol and his gonna let me drive his car (yeh that's right) .. and I like to hump him LOL .. oh and his single girls ;)

Weekend

Friday night after work we went to Sodarock Cafe on Chapel St with work ppl. They are a 50's style diner with the associated food. The burgers were huge, but cos I haven't got my full appetite back yet, I had chicken nuggets. A couple of the waitresses did some poofy lil dance .. they really looked like they didn't want to be there lol. The food looked good though and the price was reasonable. Dhillon drove me in his BMW .. his driving is OK although I think I have whiplash now haha.

Yesterday I lay around like a vegetabel all day. I'm still feeling weak and wussy from the gastro so I didn't really expect to do much anyway. Today went to Powerhouse and bought some blank CD's and DVD's and ended up buying Memoirs of a Geisha on DVD which I watched this afternoon.

Tomorrow, Monkey (Sov) starts at my work. Yay for him lol. Hope he likes it seeing as all the trouble I went to to get him the job lol. =P

How are you supposed to feel when

• you make plans with someone, we'll do this, we'll do that, then they go and do it by themselves or with someone else .. and don't even tell you?
• you have to read about your friend's life from their blog cause they don't tell you anymore?
• you used to be the one who get's 1am phone calls and was the first opinion saught .. and now you're not?

Did I ever tell you ..

I hate incentives? Hate hate it hate it!!

First day back at work today .. comments of the day recieved from a billion people 'woah you've lost so much weight' err .. no shit. I was SICK lol. Convo of the day:

Me: *seems Jimmy sitting at his desk* (Jimmy is a manager at work) hi
Jimmy: Hey are you feeling ok now, what was wrong?
Me: I'm ok, feel a bit weak .. I had gastro
Jimmy: ew .. oh *gets cheeky look on his face* I'm gonna call you Gastro-Girl from now on.
Me: *pause* LOL! (no I didn't say lol, i laffed out loud lol)

These last few days a certain something has been on my mind, and I wonder why don't I just bite the bullet? Am I scared .. or stoopid .. or deep down know it's not the right thing to do? I'm confused >.<

Gasro

Sunday night I was busy preparing my green and fruit salad for our HR lunch on Monday. I also made some fruit salad for my Sunday night desert. As I was eating the fruit my belly bloated and expanded like a mf. I've never seen my belly that huge before and I was dreading the farts I knew would be coming soon lol.

The farts came, and the runny poop, and vomiting .. uh oh, I'm pretty sick. But it didn't stop once my belly was empty, I was chucking evey half hour, my tummy was in the most painful cramps I have ever felt and I had blood in my poop. So at 330 am mum took me off to the hospital. They put me onto a drip and gave me some drugs to stop the vomiting and cramps. The also gave me 3 litres of liquid into my veins and took some poop samples.

Turns out I have gastro with the possibility of a worse infection. They took a culture which I have to go to my doctor tomorow to find out if I need antibiotics. Stayed in hospital for about 6 hours, I managed to eat a toast today, and lots of gastrlyte which tatses grose but keeps my electrolyte levels up. Not going to work tomoro ad I'm still weak. Such a drainer .. I recon I;ve been sick for 2 months now.

Saturday

Today went to watch movies with mum. We saw 'World Trade Centre' which was really very good. Its from the point of view of 2 cops who got buried when the towers collapsed. Very sad but very good. After we went to Airstream for lunch cos mum loves the honey mustard chicken salad thet make, then to the Glen shopping centre. Saw the cuuuuuuutest bunny, but mum wouldnt let me get it =[ Came home, did some exercise, now having Maccas for dinner lol.

Now for one of these cos i havent done it for ages:

1. When is the last time you held hands with someone? umm *thinks hard* .. i really dont know
2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do? touch my penis lol
3. Have you ever crawled through a window? yep
4. Where is your mum? downstairs
5. Morning or night person? night
6. What was the last movie you watched? World Trade Centre
Where's question 7?
8. Any cool scars? one on my knee, one on my shin and the new one where my lip ring used to be
9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first? hair, shoes, eyes, smile
10. What do you do when no one is watching? pfft thats secret
11. Ever been in love? yes
12. What's something your friends make fun of you for? imma net junkie
13. What is your curfew? dont have one
14. Would you ever dye your hair red? i do..
15. You + alcohol = mm depends on the volume of alcy lol
16. What's your worst personality flaw? im shy and quiet
17. What career would you wish to be in? the early retirement career lol
18. Which country would you like to visit? carribean islands
19. Do you want a well paying job or a job you enjoy? one i enjoy
20. Do you wish to have the same best friends when you're older? i hope so
21. Do you believe in needing a religion? nope
and 22?
23. When were you last on the phone? this afternoon
24. What were the shoes you wore today? adidas 3 stripes
25. Do you like math?Debate? yes and no
26. What about history? no thanks
27. Have you ever seen 5 squirrels at one time? ive never seen one squirrel at any time
28. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? nope
29. Do you have a brother? nope
30. Did your great grandad fight in the civil war? nope, my grandad was in ww2 tho
31. Who's your favorite person to talk to online? wee ^_^ and lasie and winda and monkey
32. Have you ever used photobucket? nope
33. Do you like hugs? looooooove them
34. Last person you hugged? maybe lasie lol cant remember
35. Do you want to be a doctor? nope
36. Have you ever fallen asleep with gum in your mouth? yes lol
37. What do you do right before you go to bed? put my mouthguard in
38. Right when you get out of bed? put on trackies
39. Would you date a girl with hair longer than yours? i dont date girls
40. Do you want to be famous? no thanks
41. Do you spend a lot of time contemplating life's unanswerables? nope
42. Do you do your own laundry? sure do
43. What words do you use instead of "good"? sweet, nice, fully lol
44. Anyone on your mind at the moment? yep, dunno if i want them there but lol
45. Last bed you slept in? mine
46. Last text message? from bubble, how sad
47. Last one sent? to lasie
48. Whats are your plans for today? today is gone, sleep tonite =]
49. Weekend plans? no plans ..
50. Anything you wanna say? i s2 u

i didnt forget

i was just a bit tipsy when i got home last nite ..

happy birthday robyn (not my sister) for yesterday (friday the 13th)!!

Night Racing

Tonite went to Moonee Valley night racing with people from work. Was OK. A chance to dress up, have a drink and a bet. I wore a dress and heels hehe .. and a headband I bough today. Bet $20, came out under but only by $5 or so, so not too bad. Was quite fun, but I think it would be better to go on a warm spring afternoon.

Havent done any exercise for a week, so I think tomorrow is the day I get my butt back into action lol. I bought a treadmil from TVSN the other day so when that gets delivered its time to jog and walk uphill and get sexy lol.

one day, i miss him, want to kiss him .. the next i dont even think i like him .. hmm

My friend wee

This is my frend Wee. Drunk and cranky LOL. Wee is my very best msn frend. We chat almost every day of the week .. unless his out being an alco, a junky or a slut lol .. we chat about random crap and to be honest im not sure where it all comes from cos ive only met him 2 times in real life lol. As you can see his fully hot .. and single *wink wink* except he shaved his head today =[ And his favourite colour is red lol.

Lup you long time wee head ^_^

I miss

His cheeky (edit: I mean his stoopid) lil grin .. his smell .. even his face lol.

And heres a cute pic of me and Jonni from Friday night lol

Beep Beep

Friday night went to Beach Club with Lasie and Krisa for Andy's bday. Saw a whole bunch of ppl I hadn't seen for ages, had a few drinks, a lil dance .. left fairly early, 3am, but I was bored by then. The club is so freaking hot n no hot guys lol.

Yesterday picked up my new glasses. Hate getting new ones cos it takes a few days for your eyes to adjust and is making me feel a lil queasy but i think they look ok lol. Never had square glasses b4 and they make my eyes look smaller lol. Would have taken a photo but my digicam seems to have dissappeared somewhere in my room O.o and I have a massive pimple like a watermelon growing out of my face lol

Yay warm

Omg today was LOVELY! Hehe. I wore a skirt white my lily white legs hanging out. Didn't blow dry my hair, just let it dry naturally and went to work without a jacket on! Woo I loooooooooove the warm warm weather. I think summers gonna be a hawt one this yr yay! Means we can use the pool more hehe.

Only bad thing is all the stinkers at work who've never heard of deoderant. Um hello? lol

I have PMS

Ok, most of you wouldn't know, but I've been on the pill for the last 8 years or so and have recently decided to stop taking it for a while. I don't need it cos it is day 806 lol. So now I am due for my first real period for 8 years. Now if you're male let me explain..

When a woman is on the pill she still has a period as such every month, however the pill prevent her from ovulating, so even though there is blood, no egg was released meaning a whole lot of hromones are not released as well. As this is my first period being off the pill, I have these hormones in me for the first time in a long long time and I feel like shit!

Last night I had SO much trouble trying to sleep, tossing and turning. This morning and pretty much all day have felt nauseated, but I've managed to force feed myself so it's ok. I'm bloated like a MF my tummy looks twice its normal size and I've been abit down. *boohoo* Sometimes it sux being a girl lol.

On another note, my workmate just got back from a holiday with her bf and she is engaged!! Her ring is GORGEOUS! Looks about 1 carat's worth of square cut diamonds, set in white gold. Pretty pretty.

And finally ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMO! s2

Weekend

Friday after work we went to play mini golf with workmates. Left the building at 630, got to the venue about 715, Brad got lost and the other boys were late lol. Was ment to go watch movies with Lasie, but we didn't tee off until 730, and with 7 people to play it was going to take us longer than 1 hour to play the 18 holes. I think Brad won, I came second last and Dhillon last lol. After we went to go eat at Glenny, except Dave and Cat got lost apparantly so just me n Dhillon went to eat at Airstream, and then home.

Yesterday went to Glenny again, this time with Winda to Shine. Was funny, we ran out of things to talk about while we were sitting there lol. After I went to hang out at her place until Ben came to pick her up to go Bubble. Today, I went for a 2 hour walk. The sun was so nice, perfect temperature, just a bit too windy and my legs r twitching now.

My personal space

I want to share my space with someone.. You know when you walk along the street with someone, you have approximately one meter between you as you walk along side by side. When you stand together there is that same space .. when you sit, the space is there. You don' think about it, it' just normal, you each have your own personal space .. and when someone comes into it for more than a moment or 2 you feel uncomfortable and step back in order to regain that space.

When you see a couple together they're all up in each other's space lol. The walk down the street holding hands, or gently bumping into each other cos they are walking so close .. when they sit, their thighs are touching, or one has their hand on the others leg .. when they stand they lean towards each other with their hips touching.

I want that .. someone in my space.

2 years

Yesterday was 2 years since I started working for Stellar. I still enjoy going to work, I think it's the people and the culture we have. I've only chucked a sickie once lol. But now that I'm in payroll theres one thing about my work that pisses me off (apart from incentives lol).

People only come to me when they have something to bitch about. 'Ooh I've been paid wrong .. ooh how many hours of leave do I have .. bla bla bla' always the negative. Never ever does anyone come in and say 'Thanks for paying me Clare .. thanks for working out my incentives .. is there anything I can do to help you' .. I think I'd fall over in shock if that happened. All people do is jump down my throat and act like they know everything and that I've done something horribly wrong to them. Fukkers.

I swore at Dhillon and hung up on him today lol (sorry geek) .. I just had enough. I cracked it, but I was still laffing lol. Left 15 minutes early and went and booked myself in for some retail therapy. Ohh yeah that's the shiet lol. Spent $250 in one hour ^_^ .. bought new shoes, 2 paird of pants, a dress (yes a dress lol) and 3 tops. I feel calm now haha.

I think I'm slightly evil

Today I logged into my email, and much to my surprise, there was a reply email from Pizza Hut customer service to my abusive one I sent last night lol. They asked for more info, such as the time of the order, what we ordered etc .. which they are then going to use in conjunction with the area manager to get the delivery driver in trouble har har.

I don't know why, but when I read that .. I felt GOOD .. Yea thats right .. GOOD! No one messes with my food, mmk?

I know ur laffing ur ass off rite now Lasie ..

FUCK YOU PIZZA HUT

Man we just got possibly the WORST pizza delevery I have ever had from PIZZA HUT. Yeh that's right .. PIZZA HUT YOU FUKKERS lol

We ordered it cos I wanted to try the new ribs they have. Turns out when we ordered they didn't have any in stock .. decided to get the pizza anyway. They said half an hour till delivery .. one hour later it turns up. Bring the box inside and open it up, and the pizza has been all mushed into one side of the box .. fkn delivery driver is lucky he'd gone off by then. All the toppings had come off the base and were all over the joint. Grabbed some base and put the toppings back on .. then bit in and the fukker was COLD.

I'm sorry .. how hard is it to deliver a pizza .. from none the less, the pizza place that has been around in Australia the longest? Fark man .. it's bs .. ruin my fkn dinner. I sent them an abusive email hehe.

Moral of the story -

DONT FKN EAT PIZZA HUT .. FKN FUKKERS

La la

So my hole closed up overnite .. er that sounds kinda grose LOL, but yes, the hole in my CHIN closed up, from the inside. Now I just gotta wait for the crater at the front to close over and it will be like nothing was ever there. People at work are giving me a second look as they know something is different but cant pick it. Just wait till i get my new glasses and they'll all look at me funny.

I used cocoa butter today, my skin is kind of drying out cos I've been sick .. I smell like chocolate ^_^ aaand I'm thinking about joing a gym, but before you jump down my throat drooling Lasie, not to do classes but to do weights .. and to tone, not to bulk up mmk? lol

No more labret

So, after 6 months I decided to take my labret piercing out (thats the one in my lower lip). The back of the stud has been rubbing on my teeth for a while making them ache, and I still sometimes chew on it .. so it's really not the best thing to have in my gob when my teeth are worth 7 grand *nod*

Just gotta wait for the hole to heal now lol .. looks a bit funny, but oh well.

Dinner

Yesterday went to work for about 4 hours for some overtime .. Andrew was there looking hawt, but his gf was there so boo hoo bla bla. Finished off the incentives and did some payroll stuff and was then ment to go to dinner with Winda and Sarah.

Winda had to cancel as her grandma just came back from VN so she had to spend time with her. Then Lasie called so we decided to go out and eat cos i coul'dnt go with the girls. She got home and her mum had already cooked, so no dinner for me. Sov then called and said to come out and meet him and Antz, and he also called Sarah to come out as well hehe.

Went to city and had a coffee, then went to eat dumplings. After, Sov met up with his mates and we walked to Robot Bar, but then Antz had to go, and Sarah to head off to Bubble so I decided to go home too cos I was sleepy.

Today I was gonna go to the movies with mum, but when we got to Eastland, there was a blackout so the cinema's weren't working lol. We then went to Laporchetta to have lunch and now I'm at home bored. I want to go shopping -.-

Lady boy

Do you believe this person is a boy?

Hospitals suck

Last night I had that funny feeling in my chest all night, only got 4 hours sleep. Headed off to work as I had stuff due in to corporate and still had the feeling all day. It's kind of like my heart is beating normally, but working really hard at it. When I finished all the stuff at work I called mum cos I was still a bit worried and we decided that I should go to the hospital emergency room.

Got there about 345 and was admitted straight away, apparantly I was lucky cos when we left at 630, there was a long wait. They hooked me up to the ECG with all these sticky things on my chest lol and took my blood pressure. The doctor came and said hello, told me my heart beat was ok but he would take some blood to test for viruses and anemia (low iron levels). They shoved this cathetor thing int a vein on the thumb side of my left hand. Dr Mark is like this will sting for a sec .. fork man it hurt so much. After when he took it out I didn't realise it was a 1CM LONG NEEDLE INTO A VEIN!!

Then lay around for a while, mum came down from upstairs (cos she works at the hospital) to say hello. She came back again when she finished work. Lay around some more watching the nurses wander by and the hot doctor walking around hehe. About 6pm they moved me into a different room and unhooked me from the ECG and then off I went for a chest XRay.

Doctor Mark said nothing obvious is wrong. I dont have a blood virus, I'm not anemic, my heart is a normal size and there are no blood clots in my lungs. He said I may have just got it into my head to take extra notice of my heart beat and that nothing is really wrong. If it continues to interrupt my sleep or I get worried about it I can go back for further 'more invasive' tests. I just hope I can sleep tonite lol.

In the first room I was in, there was an old nanna next to me, and she was sitting up and must have been digging around in her handbag, cos every now and then I would hear a clunk as something fell to the floor and she would go 'Oh blast' LOL. And then in the second room there was a girl sobbing her little heart out .. from what I could gather she had tried to commit suicide O.o

First time in hospital .. god I never hope I have to go again lol.

Ooh

I think I'm getting better *fingers crossed* .. no matter what I have to go to work tomorrow. I have something due in at Corporate by close of business and I'm sure there's a million pay enquiries, as there always is. Lets hope this is the end of my sickness for 2006 -.-

And I thought I was getting better ..

Yesterday was nice. I felt good, had 3 proper meals, sat out in the sunshine and was feeling good. This morning I woke up at 5am and my heart was beating quite fast. It didn't slow down and I didn't manage to get back to sleep so I just lay in bed listening to it go thump thump thump.

Got up about 9 and felt like I was going to be sick. Went downstairs and forcefed myself a couple of dry biscuits so the sick feeling would go away. All I have had to eat today is those bikkies and a piece of toast. Feeling better now, my heart has calmed down, but I have a headache which could still be the reminents of my sinus infection.

Still to decide if I'm going to work or the doctor again tomoro. -.-

Pablo Francisco - all about preview guy

Still sick -.-

Had another day off work today, and am taking tomorrow off as well so I can have a long long weekend just to rest. Am going to head off to the doctor again tomorrow and see what's wrong. I've been feeling nausious, a bit light headed at times and burping like a crazy woman. -.- Sux ass.

Took Bob in today. They didn't have to replace anything (yet?) and said one of the wires was not grounded properly, which ment the starter motor was turning, but the engine wasn't catching as the immobilisor didn't realise the motor was trying to start .. *shrug* Hope he works well now ^_^

I think I ..

.. wait. Some things are better left unsaid for now.

So yesterday was boring. I was ment to take Bob in cos his having starting troubles again, but I was still feeling dizzy so I re-booked it for tomorrow. Watched some movies on the cable. Man, daytime movies are like soft porns lol. So so many sex scenes, every movie I watched (which was about 3) had a sex scene in it and not just some random dry hump then cut away to them lying in bed .. these were full on passionate love making, 2 of the movies had oral sex and one movie had all this lesbian sex. Woah mumma! Lol, now we know why housewives like to stay at home? Hahaha.

Went to work today. Monkey got the job at my work! Yay for him, but now I have to see his face every day (lol just kidding s2). I was expecting to go in and get payroll finished and be home about 1pm .. didn't get home till just before 4. Am still feeling kind of seedy, but I should be OK by tomorrow, so I can take Bob for his operation lol.

Sony Robot Dance

Sick .. again

Today at work, about 330 i felt like i was going to faint. I pout my head down for a bit and the feeling went away. I had some chocolate on Hally's advice, but soon after started feeling dizzy again and went into the sickbay for the first time as the sick one rather than the first aid officer. It just so happens that Sov was at work at the time for his one on one interview, so I asked him to drive my car home for me, which he did. Much s2 monkey it was very much appreciated.

I was feeling quite dizzy and my heart was beating quite hard and my tummy rumbling like a mofo, and my mum got worried, which is not usual as she is a nurse, so off we toddled to the doctor, who says I have a tummy virus which is causing the horrible feeling I have. She has forbidden me to go to work tomorrow, which sux cos it's a payweek, but luckily Erryn is going to do some of the work for me so I'm not too swamped with work on Weds.

On doctor's orders I'm not to go work tomoro and have lots of panadol cos I have a fever, and drink lots of water. I don't feel like eating, but I had some dry biscuits which made my tummy hurt. Somehow I get the feeling I'm gonna be up at the loo tonite, leaking from one end or the other lol .. ew.

Airport

Last night I went to Lasies so we could watch Willy Wonka as she hadnt seen the new one before. Bob decided not to start again -.- so I'll have to book him in to Toyota on Monday so they can fix the computer. Gay.

Went to pick up mum tonite from the airport. So sick of driving there and back, there and back, bla bla bla. Stoopid woman has taken too many holidays since I got my licence. Ahe sounds like she had fun though, so at least she's had a while to relax and unwind.

Was ment to head out with Judy but she's hungover lol. Ah well, early night for me again.

Monkey Magic

Monkey (Sov) came to my work today. He had an interview to work for BigPond .. ooh. We had lunch after he finished at Fadduci's in Box Hill. I had carbonara, it was ok, not the best I've had but still good. Was good to see Monkey, haven't seen him since my bday. Loks good with short hair too ;) .. about 5 of my workmates asked if he was my bf lol. Be cool if he works with me ^_^

Mum comes back tomorrow .. booo. I have to pick her up at 720pm X_x, drains my life lol. After I'm gonna hang out with Judy .. she's driving lol so I mite have a drink or 2, mmhmm.

I was gonna write about something else but I cant remember lol. -.-

$360 later ..

Took Bob in for his 10,000km service today. Cost me $360 which I guess is ok. I got them to do a wheel rotate and balance, and something for the fuel injectors as well. They said the reason he doesn't start sometimes is something to do with the computer and some error code that had happened. They've deleted the error code and I need to let them know if it happens again cos they may need to replace something.

I had to go on the train back to work, and then again to the service center. Man I hate public transport now. On the way back to work there were these lil bimbo's talking about losing heir virginity and listening to their phone ringtones X_x

Tonite I picked up Robyn and we went round to Nathalie's to say bye as she is going to Korea for a year to teach English. Crazy girl is leaving at 930 tonite (about now) yet she still wasn't packed lol. She's a bit nervous but I'm sure she'll be fine, and her bf is over there as well. GL Nat [=

[edit - 1011pm]
Hey it's September .. that means .. I've had my licence for one year! Woo only 2 to go lol

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All this stuff about Steve Irwin makes me sad. The news reports keep going on about how his kids will not grow up with a dad bla bla .. and it makes me miss my dad =[

On another note, I did a workout today .. yay feels so good to exercise! I havent done any for a week and a half and I'm getting so fatty boomba.

Getting better

So .. I can say that I'm finally getting better. Only 2 days of antibiotics left, no more headache, nose is still stuffy but I'm sure that will last for ages. Now all I need is to feel well enough to exercise again, I feel like I've put on about 5 kilos X_x

Went grocery shopping with Rob today. Feels so gay going shopping lol shes like I dunno wat I want wat do u want .. and i'm like I dun care wat do u want .. bla bla. Mum comes back on Saturday, gotta go pck her up from the airport at 720pm -.- Ah well, I miss my mum. Trust me to get so freakin sick when shes away and i can't sook to her and get looked after.

RiP to Steve Irwin, aka the Crocodile Hunter. How amazing he died in the way he did, stingray barb to the chest. It's such a freak accident. I would have assumed he would get eaten by one of his crocodiles or something. Thoughts go to his 2 small children =[

So sick

So on Tuesday i had a bit of a fever, by Wednesday I was feeling fine and even went for a walk after work. 430am Thursday morning i woke up with the most horrible headache I have ever felt. I was in so much pain. Took the day off work and headed off to the doctor who tells me I have a sinus infection so my sinuses are all grose which is causing the headache, blocked nose and my eardrums are swollen. Ew

Took today off too, spent the day on the couch hehe. I'm on antibiotics, still feeling a little average and a bit fevery. Should be fine by Monday work. I just have to take my stoopid antibitiocs at the same time every day, 7am, 3pm, 11pm.

RiP Daddy

Today is the 6th anniversary of my dad's death. Seems like yesterday...

I miss you

Yesterday

Today

and Tomorrow

Every second

of every day

Drinking is Bad

I am getting sick .. I can feel it. Last night I went to be at 8pm lol .. woke up at 230 cos i had to pee, and I felt fevery in bed. Woke up this morning at 640 and had a shower, walking round like a zombie. Made it to work, no coffee lol. Worked on incentives and stuff with a massive headache all day. Now my nose is starting to get stuffy and I've been sneezing like crazy .. dammit!

I always get sick when I've been drinking and I think these words are most appropriate rite now:

DU MA!

lol

Awards Night o6

Last night was work awards night for this year. Had a hairdresser appt at 3 and he did it really nice, all twisted up and boofy and hot lol. Got home and did my makeup, Lasie came about 5 and JT not long after. I wasn't dressed when he arrived so I made him wait downstairs watching the cable tv hehe.

Left at about 6, assuming it would be the normal run into the city. Didn't even think about the stoopid footy so we got stuck in traffic on Hoddel and Flinders St and we missed the pre dinner drinks, but that's ok we made it just in time. Big thankyou hugs and kisses to JT for driving us in ^_^

The entre was so so .. the awards were given out early in the night, oh we sat on a table with Brad, Shaun, Cat and her bf, Dave, Dhillon, Rayan and Prashant. The main course was also not so good. It was almost like a whole baby chicken on the plate and then bowls of salad and potatoes shared between the table. But it was ok, cos by that time I was on my way to being drunk on champagne lol. There was some live performance, caberet stuff which was a bit full on. After the meal we had dancing, the DJ was pretty good, played a mix of house, retro and rnb so everyone was dancing. I managed to make it to the end of the night in my heels ^_^

At the end of the night, we hijacked Ngoc cos we were all ready to continue clubbing. Made him come in the taxi to my house where me and Lasie got changed into normal clothes and then Krisa picked us up and we headed off to Bamboo @ Bass Lounge. Turns out Ngoc is friends with Ethan and Chi who I know on the net, and Ray who used to work with us, but I knew that already. Continued to drink, dance and have fun. The club is full of fobs who cant dance and it seemed to just empty out at 4am .. we were the only ones left dancing!

Now my tummy is a bit queasy, but I'm craving pizza so that's what we're gonna have for dinner lol. Photos from the night are up on my MSN Space. The link is in the right hand bar -=>

I miss you

I can't believe I almost forgot .. I only remembered cos of an advert for stuff on sale for Fathers' Day last night. Imagine if I forgot and let the day pass? ..

Damn Airport

Today I went to work and had my interview to so I can go permanent to Payroll. It wasn't really an interview as such, more a chat about how I see CAR and Payroll blending and what I want to do with the job. I got it =P

My mum came in to work about 1230 cos shes gone on holidays. I dragged her through the center to meet everyone hehe and then drove her to the airport. I hate going on Bell St .. Damn mofo's going so slow and driving like spastics .. watever.

So yeah .. no mum for 2 weeks .. awards night in 2 sleeps .. and yeah! lol

Dinner

Tonite we went to dinner with my work mates at a cafe in Camberwell. Shaun's is leaving next week, going back to QLD so it was his last meal hehe. I'm gonna miss the lil bitch =[ I had avacado chicken which came with chips and a bit of salad and was yummyyyy as. We had some cake after, caramel chocolate mud ^_^

Aww I'm sad .. I don't want Shaun to go =[

I like...

PRETTY BOYS! hahaha

No really .. I think I like guys who look slightly feminen and pretty. I noticed a photo of my ex the other day and he looks like a doll!

chicken & tuna 2

Oh what a night

Last night went out to have dinner with Winda. Picked her up and we went to Glen Waverly to eat at Shine. We had chicken ceaser salad which was pretty good. The chicken was marinated in cajun spices, and the crutons were really yummy. Couple of cute waiters completed the meal!

Went into where the markets are near the cinemas. Shwa bought a beanie and then we got singlet's made from the airbrushing guy. They're white and mine says 'moo' hers says 'winda'. Met up with Sarah and went to Airstream for a coffee .. and a hot chocolate which took half an hour to come out -.- After our drink the girls weren't ready to call it a night, so we dropped off my car, picked up my alcy and headed back to Winda's to drink up lol.

Ahh drunkeness LOL .. each of us spilled a drink at least once .. giggled like crazy people .. took many many photos with camera phones and ko'd around 6am! Video'd the girls serenading me LOL (plz see video below .. another one is coming too, waiting for it to upload to youtube).

Chicken & Tuna

Daria

Shuan thinks I look like Daria .. do you?

Animal Story

In 1986, Mkele Mbembe was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from college. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed so Mbembe approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large thorn deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Mbembe worked the thorn out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man and with a rather stern look on its face, stared at him. For several tense moments Mbembe stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned and walked away.

Mbembe never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later he was walking through a zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures turned and walked over to near where Mbembe and his son Tapu were standing. The large bull elephant stared at Mbembe and lifted its front foot off the ground, then put it down. The elephant did that several times then trumpeted loudly, all the while staring at the man. Remembering the encounter in 1986, Mbembe couldn't help wondering if this was the same elephant. Mbembe summoned up his courage, climbed over the railing and made his way into the enclosure. He walked right up to the elephant and stared back in wonder.

Suddenly the elephant trumpeted again, wrapped its trunk around one of the man's legs, swung him wildly back and forth along the railing, smashing his body to a bloody pulp and killing him.

It probably wasn't the same elephant

Poor Bob

Bob had a sick day today. I went to go to work this morning and he wouldn't start. Told mum and he wouldn't start for her either, so I had to call the roadside assist guy. He came and his like 'you got petrol?' .. then he did, I dunno what .. and Bob started. He said that I might have flooded the engine or something by going for a short drive (to pick up the chips n fish last nite) so if it happens again to just turn the starter engine and pump the gas. Got to work about an hour late, made mum late too cos I was parked in the driveway behind her tehehe. Needa book him in for his 10,000k service soon, after all this awards night cafuffle is over.

Oh well

Hmm I heard today he is seeing the short girl .. only heard not confirmed lol .. oh well. I can still perve ^_^

I'm really craving fish n chips ..

[edit 19:12] Yeah we got chips n faish for dinner yummm .. i feel like im going to have a heart attack from all the fried yummyness ^_^

Ahh sex dreams

Lol I had a sex dream about Addy! LOL .. when I told him this is what he said haha:

Moo - Hey Addy I had a sex dream about you!
Leng - Yea?
Moo - yeh it was just like ur average sex dream until the end .. you gave me a hug and said you'd never leave me .. and then you turned around and walked off. I was shattered LOL
Leng - Was I good in bed?
Moo - I guess so? It was just a dream
Leng - Well if I was good, then it wasn't a dream .. baby.

LOLOL you spastic Addy!! But i s2 u lol.

Moo

This is my moo toy i got for my bday lol. He vibrates too but the video doesnt show it LOL

I hate ..

• that I still get pimples and acne even though I'm 24. Stoopid skin I hate you.
• that my nose looks like a strawberry cos of my huge pores.
• that my left eyebrow grows wonky and never looks as good as the right one.
• that my ass is so freakin jiggly and that no matter how much I work it, it won't go back to the way it was when I was 18 >.<
• that all my friends live so far away.
• that I've been single for so long .. am i that unattractive?
• even more that I haven't had sex for 756 days .. it just confirms the 'unattractive theory'.

Bleh

Shopping

Yesterday at work my white shoes broke =[ .. the elastic snapped n now i cant walk in them properly, so today I took mum with me to DFO. She wants a new handbag but couldnt find any, and I got me some new shoes, Adidas 3 stipes .. like the picture below, except the stripes on mine are ... PINK! (cmon i gotta be girly sometimes =P)

FARK i cant upload the pic .. stoopid blogger

Hrm

Maybe his dating this short girl at work? Lol, I saw them hold hands for a sec .. or maybe I was just imagining things .. maybe they were passing each other something .. maybe theyre just close frends .. lol why do I care anyway? I just like looking at him ^_^

Today I had lunch with my workmate David. We went up to the old Box Hill Central (not Centro) and he ordered from this dodgy lil azn shop. I got pork spare ribs but when I ate it, they werent exactly hot and now my tummy is tied up in knots. I even came home from work early cos its cramping. I think I need to do a massive burp .. or a massive fart. LOL

Shuan called me a hippy .. stoopid shaun.

s2

He knows

my name

^_^

(and i spoke to him without blushing today)

I'm a spastic

OK so hot-work-guy knows I think his hot .. and I dunno but fkn he kept busting me looking MORE than usual today dammit. I liked it better when he didn't know so I could have more opportunity to perve. His frend didn't even look at me today so I think his embarassed like I am LOL .. oh how high school.

Anyway every day I walk up the road for lunch, and today when I was coming back and was about half way down the road it started to rain a bit .. I was like mm oh well, I'm almost there may as well walk .. I got to 2 buildings away from mine and it started pouring so I got saturated. At that time hot-work-guy came out for a smoke .. so here's me looking like a drowned rat with all water sports on my glasses so I can't see properly, thinking omg he cant see me like this .. with my hands kinda up in the air kind of half trying to sheild my face .. speed walking past him to the doors lol. I didn't even try to look at him cos .. I looked horrible.

But .. now I'm worried cos I had my hands kinda up shielding my face, might he think I was being gay n trying not to look at him? LOL Surely he would realise I was WET (don't be dirty now) and trying to sheild my face from the rain, not from looking at his gorgeous self rite? Please tell me he would think that ..

And the saga continues

My workmate told hot-work-guy that i think his hot .. and hot-work-guy told my workmate that his frend thinks im hot .. n that his frend tries to sit at a seat where he can look at me while he works LOL

I'm embarassed, flattered and repulsed all in the one go HAHA

[edit 19:04]

[18:51] ([mOo]) me n my sister went to get maccas
[18:51] ([mOo]) n there was a spider on the car
[18:51] ([mOo]) and when we got into the driveway
[18:51] ([mOo]) it ran on the roof
[18:51] ([mOo]) n we fully sat in the driveway for 5 min cos we were too scared to get out LOOOL
[18:51] ([mOo]) then i left my sauce in there so i had to make mum get it out hahaha

Quiz from frendster

1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? umm .. no
2. What color shirt are you wearing? black
3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list? sure would ;)
4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list? noe, his not on my list yet LOL
5. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? 90% of them
6. How many kids do you want to have? 2
7. Do you have a good relationship with both of your parents? most of the time
8. What name would you want besides the one you have? moo =P
9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? been there, done that
10. What did you do for your last birthday? hotel party n bubble
11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? ray j - one wish
12. What time did you wake up today? 0638
13. What were you doing two nights ago? watched some crappy tv movie then slept
14. Do you like having your hair pulled? no..
15. Name something you can't wait to do? travel overseas
16. Last time you saw your mom? i live with her ..
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? my fat ass
Where's question 18?
19. How long have you been at your current job? almost 2 years
20. Have you ever talked to Tom? um .. theres no Tom at my work .. I know, I'm payroll.
21. Describe the underwear you have on? black bonds shortie shorts
22. Last thing you ate? rice
23. What's your favorite month? february .. my bday ^_^
24. Your least favorite month? dont have one
25. What's the last piece of clothing you've borrowed from anyone? umm fk i cant remember
26. Who is getting on your nerves right now? bitches at work
27. Most visited webpage? mm i dunno
28. Last person you text messaged? andy
29. Last person to make you sad? hmm ..
30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend? maybe lol
31. Favorite kind of drink? water
32. Favorite food? sushi
33. Favorite dessert? creme caramel, pavlova
34. Have you been to Europe? nope
35. If someone you hated died, what would you do? I dont hate anyone

Hrm

So, after I left work on Sat, my wokrmate goes to hot-work-guy 'I know something you dont know' and his like 'what what?' n my frend goes 'I know someone whos sweet on you'. LOOOL how gay.

Tried on my shoes with my dress today and they look hawt YAY ^_^ .. 18 sleeps to go

Woo shoes

Went shopping today to look for shoes for the awards night. Walked all round eastland n didn't see any I liked until I went to Target. I havent tried them on with my dress yet but I'm hoping they'll look hawt.

I also got some lip balms and a new pillow and a chocolate bar lol.

When he speaks ..

.. it's like his voice is making love to my ears. LOOL!

I spoke to hot-work-guy today hehehe .. he said I was nice cos I gave them lollies hehe. My workmate is frends with him so his gonna suss things out for me s2 LOL

Last me and Winda went to Billboards. It was ok, cheap drinks, not bad music .. but so many fat chicks .. this one nasty ass whore who was like size 100 in short shorts EW. Winda gave me a present n it's so cute. Its a moo in a bag!! s2 winda

hehe joey so cute

http://www.xanga.com/bomasspussi

3 weeks till awards night

• Dress .. *check* (omg its so hot, i didnt realise how sexy it is in the shop cos there were all these lil highschool bimbo's there and i didnt really want them looking at me)
• Jewellery .. *check* (today i got 2 necklaces and some earrings, i already have some bling for my fingers and wrists)
• Hair .. *check* (got appointment at 3pm on the day)
• Ride to city .. *check* (thankyou jt ^_^)
• Shoes .. not yet =[

See my dress! (excuse the dodgy mirror pictures lol)

Hrm >.<

Today when I was walking back from lunch, hot-work-guy was coming out for a smoke (yuk) .. I was gonna smile at him as I walked by, but he didn't look at me .. Dammit -.-

He looks freakin cute in glasses s2

Quote of the day

Mum: 'Hey Clare, does our email address have an @ in it?'

Me: '...yes'

LOLOL

hehe how cute

([mOo]) danny has dimples
([mOo]) =]~
([mOo]) do u have dimples momo?
([mOo]) lol
(mykez) that stupid nguyen
(mykez) :D
(mykez) nahp
([mOo]) hrm
([mOo]) ill have to make some for u then
(mykez) sorri no dimples here, guess i aint your type :P
([mOo]) (mykez) that stupid nguyen <=- ?
(mykez) nothing!
([mOo]) lol
([mOo]) u recon if i put staples in ur cheeks it would make dimples
([mOo]) LOL
(mykez) if u consider scars dimples
(mykez) then yes!
([mOo]) can i try?
([mOo]) or ill just sit in front of u for a week n poke my fingers in
([mOo]) haha
(mykez) i got dimples on my butt cheek
(mykez) howzaat?
([mOo]) ooh
* @[mOo] giggles
* @[mOo] pokes momo's ass

Beenie Man feat Akon-Girls

Bob Bath

i gave bob (my car) a bath (wash) today lol. i couldnt find the normal shammy thing i usually use, so i used and old shower poof, u kno the exfoliating things ppl use in the shower .. it actually washed him really well LOL so his all shiny n sexc again. i cleaned the windows inside too and cleared up all the praking tickets i buy every day .. only i couldnt be stuffed vacuuming, but i might do it tomorrow. when i came inside my hands were black as from the newspaper i used when cleaning the glass LOL

i bought the new heaven ganache icecreams last night. theyre the ones with the soft icing around them rather than hard chocolate and its really yum. good thing is you dont get chocolate all over you cos it doesnt break when you bite it. yum yum ^_^

now for a random pic LOL

Sad news

Hrm I have 2 managers, cos I do payroll and call and resource, who I will never ever ever choose a favourite between cos I dont want to die .. anyway the HR manager (my payroll manager) told us today she has resigned =[ Gonna miss her, n I bet the new manager they bring in will suck. And I swear to god if my CAR manager decides to leave too I will tie her to her desk.

On a good note, I found out the hot guy at work is coming to the awards night .. and his not bringing anyone .. woohoo LOL

A Date

I want to go on a proper date, just once in my life. One of those nights where you get swept off your feet and you remember it for the rest of your life. It should go like this:

He (whoever he may be) should ask me out to my face, not over the phone. He should say 'Moo, I want to take you out on a date .. would you like to join me?' and will say 'Yes' hehe. He will pick me up from my house, none of this 'I'll meet you in the city' business. He'll come to the door with flowers, gerbera's to be exact, and say hi to my mum. He'll walk with me to his car and open the door for me and we'll go to the city.

What we do .. I don't know, that's up to him. But it has to be fantastic, out of the ordinary, something you don't do every day. And when it's all over he will drive me home, once again opening the car door for me, walk me (almost) to the door, tell me he had fun, and give me a kiss goodnight .. not a pash .. just a nice sweet kiss.

Perfect date hehe ^_^

...

you've changed ..

Bert's Family Fued

After I finished my exercise after work I decided to do my stretches and stuff in front of the tv as mum wasnt home yet. I was flicking through the channels and came to 9 and Bert's Family Fued was on .. and one of the competing family's was my childhood best friend and her sister, brother and mum! LOL

They lost.

Yum!

I've been eating these Sun Rice flavoured rice cakes in sweet chile & sour cream flavor and they are SO yummy! Should try them ;)

Shopping!

Went shopping yesterday after work and got some new bed sheets and some pyjamas with moo's on them hehe. Today I took my sister with me to Chadstone and we walked all round the place looking for a formal dress. I tried on 3 in Garfunkle and ended up putting a dress on laybuy! Yay! We then went to eat at Airstream in Glen Waverly and on the way out, the market stalls were setting up and I saw this cool Moo thing. It just looks like a stuffed toy, but then it has a little velcro tab and when u undo it, it turns into a cushion! It's really cute hehe.


Moo Folded Up

Moo flat like a cushion!

My dress is exactly like this, but RED!!

Quiz

1. Your Name? moo
2. If you could visit anyone & anyplace in the world who & where would it be? oh who knows
3. Would you rather fly or be invisible? fly
4. If you could, what color would you paint the sky? blue and pink
5. If you had to stay on an island for a year, and you could take 10 people, who would you take? lasie, mikey, markus, lyhuong, thi, winda, mykez, jt urm and 2 randoms lol
6. What is one thing you want to accomplish in high school? finished
7. Who do you want to kiss right now? hehe oh someone ..
8. Who do you want to hug right now? my gbro
9. One thing you want to tell the world? i am moo!
11. On a scale of 1-5, how attractive do you think you are? mm 2.5
12. Are you intelligent? sometimes hehe
13. Talkative? nope, unless im on speed LOL
14. Polite? always
15. Respectful? of cos
16. Do you care what others think about you physical appearance? mm i guess so, otherwise i wouldnt wear makeup and look in the mirror before i leave home
17. Are you a Christian? mm yeh i think so lol
18. What are your favorite things about your friends? i luff then and they luff me back ^_^
19. What are your favorite things about Summer? the waaaaarrrmmmmm come back summer i miss youuu
20. Winter? snuggling under 2 blankets in bed
21. Fall? its still warm and the days are perfect
22. Spring? the rain ^_^
23. Are you happy with your life? i spose so
24. Do you consider yourself very blessed? somewhat
25. What were your grades like on your previous report card? hehe c average
26. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 5
27. How many boys/girls have you kissed or made out with? haha god only knows .. cos kissing is FUN!
28. Have you ever lied to one of your friends? yeh
29. Have you ever though of seriously harming someone? lol yes
30. If so who? not telling
33. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no =[
34. What is their name? ...
37. Has your boyfriend/girlfriend ever drawn you a picture of a sunset? erm .. no
38. Have you ever gone to porn sites? haha of cos
39. How many times a week to you masturbate? wouldnt u like to know
41. Are you a packrat? i dunno wat a packrat is
42. What instruments do you play? i play my eyepod
43. What instruments do you want to play? *shrug*
44. Can you sing? hehe i used to be able to, now i cant hit any notes on key
47. Do you like rollercoasters? nope
48. Have you ever been on Top Thrill Dragster? er ..?
49. Are you a wannabee? dont think so
50. Do you have lots of friends? a few
51. Do you make fun of other people? LOL yes ..
52. Who filled out this survey before you? a friend of a friend of a friend LOL
53. What do you think of the person in the previous question? dont know them
54. Least Favorite person? t and l
56. What's your favorite kind of candy bar? cherry ripe
57. Favorite Disney Princess? urm, dunno
58. Do you watch Disney channel? not for ages
59. Favorite kind of cereal? corn flakes with honey and ice cold milk
60. Water guns or water balloons? guns
61. What do you think of pretty people? wat am i ment to think of pretty ppl .. stoopid question
62. Skinny people? see above
63. How many people are on your buddy list? about 100, only really talk to about 10 of them
64. Are you looking forward to highschool? huh
65. Are any of your friends going to the same high school as you? ...
66. Out of your friends who is the smart one? me LOL
67. The funny one? winda
68. The loud one? mm winda LOL
69. <----- ha ha ha lol: .. wth?
74. What do you want to be when you grow up? a mummy
75. What's your favorite kind of music? rnb that i can sing along to loudly
76. Have you ever gone four-wheeling or dirtbiking? nope
77. Have you lied on any of these questions? nope
78. Your Name: see Q.1
79. Height: 165
80. Age: 24
81. Weight: 60-something
82. Favorite color: blue
83. Nick Name(s): moo, shmoo, binary, fire in my loins LOL
84. On a scale of 1-10, how far have you gone with the opposite sex? 10?
85. How long was your longest relationship? a year and heif
86. Are you single or taken? very single
87. Can you dance? haha i think so
88. Who was the last person you kissed (not including family)? hehe .. cant remember >.<
89. Last person to take your photo? that would be me
90. What's your perfect Pizza? bbq chicken
91. What's your favorite fast food place? sushi sushi at box hill, hunger jax
93. Were/are you popular in school? nope
94. What would you do with a million dollars? spend it
95. Do you kiss & tell? lol sometimes
96. What's your weakness? am shy and quiet
97. What do you think of PDA (Public Display of Affection)? all good
98. If you could read the minds of the opposite sex for a day, would you? yup yup
99. Who have you talked on the phone for the longest time? junny, i think we got to 3 hrs once .. thats a full record for me LOL
100. Did you like this survey? yeh it filled in 20min on a boring friday nite

Binge eating

I've been binge eating chocolate these last 2 days .. and im LOVING it hahaha. I've had chocolate eclairs, 12 strawberry freddos, a cherry ripe, 2 boost bars, a flake velvet and 2 flake snow's in 2 days HAHAHA yeah go the fatty chocolate.

Maybe that why my tummy was upset last nite? ... *shrug*

im in lust

theres this guy at work .. who is not someone i would normally look twice at .. but im so attracted!! lol! his younger (i looked it up in the payroll system hehe) his a bit geeky i think, he wears a funny hat, fingerless gloves, smokes and has black painted fingernails .. yes, yes i know .. but his face is so pretty, his got soft brown eyes with long lashes and his smile is white and adorable LOL .. mm makes the day just a little more pleasant i think ;)